Discomfort.
This last year is my year of learning to be physical and get up and move and become stronger. So discomfort is something I've been learning to deal with. I have had to learn to deal with wearing clothes that are tighter and more... spandex than I amused to. I have had to learn to deal with the discomfort of making my body do more work than it has ever done in my life. I have had to learn to deal with the discomfort of doing things in front of other people that could lead to me looking like a fool or failing or hurting someone else.
Discomfort is often mixed with a twinge of fear. Fear of getting hurt, making a fool of myself, hurting someone else, being though of as "that girl" by other people.
I am learning to disregard these feelings when they are unnecessary and to listen to these feelings when they are helpful to protecting me.
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